如果真的有輪迴，如果真的有所謂投胎轉世，如果真的要喝孟婆湯......
死，也就還未算可怕。
忘掉一切，連最想念、最記掛、最擔心的人，都要忘記，連自己都要忘掉，那才可怕。
除非你看透生死，超越輪迴，達涅槃境界，否則，任憑你多厭世、多討厭人、多討厭自己、多罪孽深重，又或者，多與世無爭...... 你總有忘不了的人和事。
但如果你不相信輪迴，死，便已是最可怕......
接受死亡難，接受自己不再存在更難，最難還是不得不放下不想放下的人與事。
或者，還是沒有心理準備會更好。
如果可以選擇，你會怎樣選擇？他會怎樣選擇？我會怎樣選擇？
我想我仍是會選擇有心理準備。那樣，我就可以用最後的時間去想......
其實，問題正正就在於沒有選擇。真的可以選擇的話，根本就不用選擇，自然就會要多點時間做準備，不但為自己做準備，還為你即將要留下的人做準備。如果懂得要怎樣準備的話。
不用想不用做準備，那是福分。
與其說如果，假設有否選擇，不如乾脆現在就做準備。做得來，差不多。
如果有輪迴，如果要投胎，怎樣才能安心瀟灑喝下孟婆湯？
Friday, November 13, 2009
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Pleasanton
it's from a contest.
http://www.youtube.com/user/LonelyPlanet#p/c/BB1C9DC1BF024B33
http://www.lonelyplanet.com/campaigns/youtube/terms.cfm
i have a certain feeling for this one. but i don't know what exactly it is. can't even describe it. but it's nothing too serious or too deep. just feel... so close, yet so far away...
yeah, actually, i really should take a better look at this city. indeed, all other cities around where i am.
"There's No Place Like Home - Pleasanton"
http://www.youtube.com/user/LonelyPlanet#p/c/BB1C9DC1BF024B33
http://www.lonelyplanet.com/campaigns/youtube/terms.cfm
i have a certain feeling for this one. but i don't know what exactly it is. can't even describe it. but it's nothing too serious or too deep. just feel... so close, yet so far away...
yeah, actually, i really should take a better look at this city. indeed, all other cities around where i am.
"There's No Place Like Home - Pleasanton"
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Monday, November 9, 2009
破船
從現實生活到知識論，從知識論到現實生活...
我們在一條破船上，你沒辦法一下子完全重新開始，不可能一夜之間突然就換了一條新船。你只有不斷修補，讓船不至沉沒。船繼續開，繼續補，繼續破，繼續補......
一夜之間換system？買一部新電腦重頭來過？舊hard drive的通通不要？真的可以不要再說。
我們在一條破船上，你沒辦法一下子完全重新開始，不可能一夜之間突然就換了一條新船。你只有不斷修補，讓船不至沉沒。船繼續開，繼續補，繼續破，繼續補......
一夜之間換system？買一部新電腦重頭來過？舊hard drive的通通不要？真的可以不要再說。
Sunday, November 8, 2009
累了
下半場的真相是累了。所謂重新開始，是拖著疲累的身軀/空殼，“就住就住”前行。體力精力氣力減半，心又何嘗不累，只是累得慢一些，或者因為心動得慢，還未走到這一步。
心有多想做這個做那個，但實際做得了多少？
今天、今晚，特別感受到。沒有什麼體力勞動。卻覺乏力。也好，心也快點跟著老。
老，但仍幼稚。不，不是天真。
心有多想做這個做那個，但實際做得了多少？
今天、今晚，特別感受到。沒有什麼體力勞動。卻覺乏力。也好，心也快點跟著老。
老，但仍幼稚。不，不是天真。
笑死我
W: 有無游水？
J: 有。
W: 柏X臺？
J: 係。
W: 無暖水？
J: 無，暖水係按摩池。摩利至有... 政府鼓勵D長者游水，水療，依家泳池好多人，D老野腸胃唔好，耐不耐就一單，賴出屎。
W: （狂笑）
J: 日日都一單。有時候連D細路都有，mark下mark下，個褲浪，上水入更衣室。
W: （狂笑）
J: 我去摩利都唔游暖水，去凍水池。
W: 出去出便露天哥個？
J: 係羅。
++++++++++++++++++++
以上轉述實在太不傳神，我的錯。
但她實在講得太好笑。不刻薄，但認真，又自然。
學不來...
J: 有。
W: 柏X臺？
J: 係。
W: 無暖水？
J: 無，暖水係按摩池。摩利至有... 政府鼓勵D長者游水，水療，依家泳池好多人，D老野腸胃唔好，耐不耐就一單，賴出屎。
W: （狂笑）
J: 日日都一單。有時候連D細路都有，mark下mark下，個褲浪，上水入更衣室。
W: （狂笑）
J: 我去摩利都唔游暖水，去凍水池。
W: 出去出便露天哥個？
J: 係羅。
++++++++++++++++++++
以上轉述實在太不傳神，我的錯。
但她實在講得太好笑。不刻薄，但認真，又自然。
學不來...
向前看
朋友的blog讓我若有所思，內容如下:
下半場重新開始的話...
唯一值得在這裏提的原因，就是因為它是一本新書。
Really looking forward to read this book.
An unfair comparision: doesn't the description sound a bit like 2046? Did he watch the movie? did he know who Wong Kar Wai is??
(copy & paste from books.com.tw)
村上春樹睽違七年長篇大作《1Q84》
日本上市一個月銷售破200萬冊
30年來從不讓我們失望的村上春樹真正代表作
距上一部長篇《海邊的卡夫卡》推出至今已經過了七年，村上春樹在今年五月底於日本推出他寫作三十年生涯的第11部長篇代表作《1Q84》，在日本媒體及書店都造成前所未有的熱烈迴響，並破天荒創下一個月就狂賣兩百萬冊的歷史性銷量。
1979年推出第一部小說《聽風的歌》以來，村上春樹以獨特的風格及有別於日本文壇任何人的個人色彩，寫出一本又一本不讓讀者失望之作，並在他寫作邁向 三十週年之際推出了重量級作品《1Q84》，今年三月在巴賽隆納領獎時，村上自己提到這部作品：「歐威爾寫《1984》是向前看，但在我這本小說裡剛好反 過來。我看過去，但仍然會看到未來。這是我最具企圖心的作品。」今年已屆六十歲的村上春樹，創作力果然澎湃。
小說《1Q84》是關於現 實與真實、愛情與信仰、過去與未來的磅薄大作，故事以雙線進行，並以村上較少用的第三人稱全知觀點來說故事。現實時間是1984年，少女青豆在健身俱樂部 工作，但她另有一個神祕的身分，而熱愛寫作的補習班數學老師天吾則為了一篇小說新人獎投稿著迷不已，兩個主角雙線平行地發展，從互不相關、到發展出奇妙的 戀情，從詭異的1Q84年回到幼年的60年代......
「不管喜不喜歡，我現在正置身於這『1Q84年』。我所熟知的1984年已經 消失無蹤不存在了。現在是1Q84年。空氣變了，風景變了。我對帶有問號的世界的成立方式，必須盡可能快速適應。就像剛被野放到新森林裡的動物那樣。保護 自己的身體，為了生存下去，必須早一刻理解那個場所的規則，配合那個才行。」
下半場重新開始的話...
唯一值得在這裏提的原因，就是因為它是一本新書。
Friday, November 6, 2009
時間
有些事情只能靠自己。有些事情總有結束。
一生人，時間說多不多，說少不少。
時間，如果沒有時間，世界就不會流動改變。可惜，沒有那麼多如果。
時間，沒有嘛，就無所謂開始結束或過程，你我都不會存在。最諷刺的是，時間偏偏就是有，偏偏最愛跟人開玩笑。
一生人，時間說多不多，說少不少。
時間，如果沒有時間，世界就不會流動改變。可惜，沒有那麼多如果。
時間，沒有嘛，就無所謂開始結束或過程，你我都不會存在。最諷刺的是，時間偏偏就是有，偏偏最愛跟人開玩笑。
牛
前兩晚回到家，弄了周末買的牛排，其實不算steak，不過是beef。
懶加上時間關係，沒用oven，直接煎/煮。事前沒有準備，說來就來。沒有牛油芥末什麼都沒有。所以，放了油、豉油、胡椒粉，就這樣。還有鹽。
最後也沒有steak sauce，有也不會用，因為不喜歡。其實已經可以食，但還是加了老干媽辣椒醬......
吃了兩晚，第一晚還什麼其他都沒有。每次都是第二天醒來比平常更不覺餓，不過拉了，大概太油。
都還不錯。如果自己煮自己食。雖然對我來說是有點overcooked了。沒有很認真在算。
懶加上時間關係，沒用oven，直接煎/煮。事前沒有準備，說來就來。沒有牛油芥末什麼都沒有。所以，放了油、豉油、胡椒粉，就這樣。還有鹽。
最後也沒有steak sauce，有也不會用，因為不喜歡。其實已經可以食，但還是加了老干媽辣椒醬......
吃了兩晚，第一晚還什麼其他都沒有。每次都是第二天醒來比平常更不覺餓，不過拉了，大概太油。
都還不錯。如果自己煮自己食。雖然對我來說是有點overcooked了。沒有很認真在算。
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
遠大
情、愛、性、欲，說多重要有多重要。其實，不過是放大了，甚至，放了在顯微鏡下。
若然有更遠大的目標或理想，如果關心的是大是大非的事，就不會過分放大某些無關大局的事。
或者是存在主義讓人初次或重新認識"我"，可惜我們都放大了“我”，不要怪存在主義，怪自己，忘了何謂存在，只想著“我”。
說是簡單，做不容易。
要心裏想的不只是"我"而是“大我”，談何容易。起碼不是時刻都能辦到的事。
看遠一點，抽離一點，想象轉換位置，如果你是世外之人，或者身在太空看著地球，看著現在這個自己，試問何其渺小。
只要看得遠，或者抽離看自己，就不必放大自己了。
曾經，我們這一代受到從古至今各方面的熏陶，以為個人的愛情就是一切。今天，連愛情都未必再有什麼好迷信，及時行樂勝過一切，性比愛情更實在。
如果你的生命只剩下一個月，你會做什麼？如果你有更明確的理想目標，你還會浪費太多時間在自己的感情事上嗎？
哪怕你立志拯救人類保衛地球，又或者只不過想讀書、寫書，有個明確而堅定的方向，某些事情就不那麼重要了。或者。
或者......
若然有更遠大的目標或理想，如果關心的是大是大非的事，就不會過分放大某些無關大局的事。
或者是存在主義讓人初次或重新認識"我"，可惜我們都放大了“我”，不要怪存在主義，怪自己，忘了何謂存在，只想著“我”。
說是簡單，做不容易。
要心裏想的不只是"我"而是“大我”，談何容易。起碼不是時刻都能辦到的事。
看遠一點，抽離一點，想象轉換位置，如果你是世外之人，或者身在太空看著地球，看著現在這個自己，試問何其渺小。
只要看得遠，或者抽離看自己，就不必放大自己了。
曾經，我們這一代受到從古至今各方面的熏陶，以為個人的愛情就是一切。今天，連愛情都未必再有什麼好迷信，及時行樂勝過一切，性比愛情更實在。
如果你的生命只剩下一個月，你會做什麼？如果你有更明確的理想目標，你還會浪費太多時間在自己的感情事上嗎？
哪怕你立志拯救人類保衛地球，又或者只不過想讀書、寫書，有個明確而堅定的方向，某些事情就不那麼重要了。或者。
或者......
Thursday, October 29, 2009
oh, i see...
Wal-Mart joins Costco in the coffin business
Emily Fredrix, Associated Press
Thursday, October 29, 2009
(10-29) 04:00 PDT Milwaukee - --
The world's largest retailer wants to keep its customers even after they die.
Wal-Mart has started selling coffins on its Web site at prices that undercut many funeral homes, long the major seller of caskets.
The move follows a similar one by discount rival Costco, which also sells coffins on its site.
Wal-Mart, based in Bentonville, Ark., quietly put up about 15 caskets and dozens of urns on its Web site last week.
Prices range from $999 for models like "Dad Remembered" and "Mom Remembered" steel caskets to the mid-level $1,699 "Executive Privilege." All are less than $2,000, except for the Sienna Bronze Casket, which sells for $3,199.
Caskets ship within 48 hours. Federal law requires funeral homes to accept third-party caskets.
The coffins come from Star Legacy Funeral Network, Inc., a company based in McHenry, Ill., that sells the same caskets for about the same price - some less - on its site, along with many others.
Star Legacy CEO Rick Obadiah said the response in the first week has been better than the company or Wal-Mart expected, though he declined to give specifics. A spokesman for Walmart.com also declined to release sales figures and downplayed the venture.
"Several online retailers offer this category on their sites," spokesman Ravi Jariwala wrote in an e-mail. "We are simply conducting a limited beta test to understand customer response."
But Obadiah said it is not simply a test. He said more than 200 Star Legacy products, including pet urns and memorial jewelry, and eventually about two dozen caskets, will be sold at walmart.com. The company also supplies similar types of products to online retailer Overstock.com and urns to Costco's Web site.
Part of the business model is to get people to plan ahead: Walmart.com is allowing people to pay for the caskets over a period of 12 months for no interest.
Emily Fredrix, Associated Press
Thursday, October 29, 2009
(10-29) 04:00 PDT Milwaukee - --
The world's largest retailer wants to keep its customers even after they die.
Wal-Mart has started selling coffins on its Web site at prices that undercut many funeral homes, long the major seller of caskets.
The move follows a similar one by discount rival Costco, which also sells coffins on its site.
Wal-Mart, based in Bentonville, Ark., quietly put up about 15 caskets and dozens of urns on its Web site last week.
Prices range from $999 for models like "Dad Remembered" and "Mom Remembered" steel caskets to the mid-level $1,699 "Executive Privilege." All are less than $2,000, except for the Sienna Bronze Casket, which sells for $3,199.
Caskets ship within 48 hours. Federal law requires funeral homes to accept third-party caskets.
The coffins come from Star Legacy Funeral Network, Inc., a company based in McHenry, Ill., that sells the same caskets for about the same price - some less - on its site, along with many others.
Star Legacy CEO Rick Obadiah said the response in the first week has been better than the company or Wal-Mart expected, though he declined to give specifics. A spokesman for Walmart.com also declined to release sales figures and downplayed the venture.
"Several online retailers offer this category on their sites," spokesman Ravi Jariwala wrote in an e-mail. "We are simply conducting a limited beta test to understand customer response."
But Obadiah said it is not simply a test. He said more than 200 Star Legacy products, including pet urns and memorial jewelry, and eventually about two dozen caskets, will be sold at walmart.com. The company also supplies similar types of products to online retailer Overstock.com and urns to Costco's Web site.
Part of the business model is to get people to plan ahead: Walmart.com is allowing people to pay for the caskets over a period of 12 months for no interest.
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
萬聖節
萬聖節，小孩才會扮鬼扮馬，尤其美國，尤其這兩年。
大人還需要扮嗎？滿街都是鬼－－窮鬼。
hmm... not too funny. my bad. what a bad joke. but actually, maybe this is not a joke at all.
大人還需要扮嗎？滿街都是鬼－－窮鬼。
hmm... not too funny. my bad. what a bad joke. but actually, maybe this is not a joke at all.
上網買棺材
真沒想過。算我孤陋寡聞，也不夠先知先覺。
原來上網可以買棺材，不是halloween應節棺材裝飾擺設，也不是寵物棺材，是人用的！
還要是Walmart.com有得賣。粗略一看，便宜的，一副$999。
確認訂單後，48小時內出貨，Fedex漏夜送棺材到殯儀館！多方便！
如果申請信用卡，買滿$299，還有12個月免息。
未曾深究附帶條款細節。不知道如果我知道我就死，過不到一年，可不可以先買定做準備，最多付了minimum charge，甚至可能什麼都不用付？！
有興趣可以自己去看看：
http://www.walmart.com/catalog/product.do?product_id=12569361#Q%26A+Exchange
原來上網可以買棺材，不是halloween應節棺材裝飾擺設，也不是寵物棺材，是人用的！
還要是Walmart.com有得賣。粗略一看，便宜的，一副$999。
確認訂單後，48小時內出貨，Fedex漏夜送棺材到殯儀館！多方便！
如果申請信用卡，買滿$299，還有12個月免息。
未曾深究附帶條款細節。不知道如果我知道我就死，過不到一年，可不可以先買定做準備，最多付了minimum charge，甚至可能什麼都不用付？！
有興趣可以自己去看看：
http://www.walmart.com/catalog/product.do?product_id=12569361#Q%26A+Exchange
休息
好一段時間了。我分不清什麼時候算休息，什麼才算休息。
也好一段時間了，不知道是電視機的關係，還是PS3，又或者其他原因，我竟然在客廳時間比較長，不願上樓似的，又或者，是不願坐在房間電腦前，所以很多本來用那部電腦才能做的事都沒有做。
房間的床很奇怪，新買的床墊，相對算硬的，一睡就起不來似的。睡在客廳，容易起來。最近已經回房睡床比較多。起不來的問題這幾天似乎比較好一點。
單人床似乎小了一點，畢竟我太肥了。現在的也似乎有點高，至少，對其他人來說可能是有點高。其實，跟酒店的差不多，我覺得算正常。
看書，想看書，卻總是看不了一頁便睡著了。大概是我拖到拖無可拖，讓自己筋疲力盡才去睡。
也好一段時間了，不知道是電視機的關係，還是PS3，又或者其他原因，我竟然在客廳時間比較長，不願上樓似的，又或者，是不願坐在房間電腦前，所以很多本來用那部電腦才能做的事都沒有做。
房間的床很奇怪，新買的床墊，相對算硬的，一睡就起不來似的。睡在客廳，容易起來。最近已經回房睡床比較多。起不來的問題這幾天似乎比較好一點。
單人床似乎小了一點，畢竟我太肥了。現在的也似乎有點高，至少，對其他人來說可能是有點高。其實，跟酒店的差不多，我覺得算正常。
看書，想看書，卻總是看不了一頁便睡著了。大概是我拖到拖無可拖，讓自己筋疲力盡才去睡。
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
死期
最近一集House，有個病人自認為過不了四十歲，因為他父親、祖父、曾祖父，全都一樣。懷疑是遺傳，可能是先天心臟問題，但沒有任何醫生有任何發現。連House都讓他出院。出院四小時後卻昏倒死去...
驗屍要用電鋸鋸開心口，卻發現有異狀，仍在流血。突然，屍體跳了起來，還大叫。原來，他根本沒有死。
最後當然是找到問題所在，也有醫的方法。
知道自己過不了四十歲，這個人什麼都夠膽，入院就是因為追賊追到跳樓，以為自己是Matrix的Neo或者蜘蛛俠，可以從一棟樓跳到另一棟樓，結果擦水落地。
有一個死期，可以本死無大害。但當沒有了這樣的死期，路可能反而更難行。
這個人進了醫院才知道舊女友跟自己生了孩子。父子相認，兒子提議待父親出院後可以大家一起看電影。以為自己必死的父親拒絕。寧肯這個素未謀面的兒子現在痛，總比以後建立感情後痛要好。
最後父子倆的遺傳問題都用手術解決了。還未出院，男子主動找兒子，問他喜歡看什麼電影。
驗屍要用電鋸鋸開心口，卻發現有異狀，仍在流血。突然，屍體跳了起來，還大叫。原來，他根本沒有死。
最後當然是找到問題所在，也有醫的方法。
知道自己過不了四十歲，這個人什麼都夠膽，入院就是因為追賊追到跳樓，以為自己是Matrix的Neo或者蜘蛛俠，可以從一棟樓跳到另一棟樓，結果擦水落地。
有一個死期，可以本死無大害。但當沒有了這樣的死期，路可能反而更難行。
這個人進了醫院才知道舊女友跟自己生了孩子。父子相認，兒子提議待父親出院後可以大家一起看電影。以為自己必死的父親拒絕。寧肯這個素未謀面的兒子現在痛，總比以後建立感情後痛要好。
最後父子倆的遺傳問題都用手術解決了。還未出院，男子主動找兒子，問他喜歡看什麼電影。
完了
終於打完Metal Gear Solid 4。嚴格說是看完。不過看完也搞不清那故事。無心裝載，沒辦法。以前的故事忘記了，這次的故事也沒有特別注意。過關不一定要看故事。但說實在，影片製作真的很認真。
本來好一段時間沒有開，周日晚無心插柳，又繼續，結果一直到結尾。時間不是花在打機，而是看片。最難的是最後長達至少半個鐘的影片。
其實是很認真的，畫面，故事，全都認真。某些地方還算頗有張力。
一個遊戲的價錢，還要是現在才買，價錢平了一半，算是物超所值。就算當初正價，也是超值，因為有可能已經是PS3最好的一個遊戲。
一般來說，一張blu-ray或者dvd，電影片長兩小時，如果連special features都看了，最多花多一個多小時已經不想看了。這樣一個遊戲兼動畫電影，前前後後足夠花上30多個小時。
還有online的，未嘗試。
還有另一個新開始，little big planet。未決定是否要讓Aidan參與。深怕開始了就難以收拾。
http://www.littlebigplanet.com/
暫時最吸引的是Stephen Fry旁白。Aidan可能認得他的聲音也說不定，因為他有看過pocoyo。
本來好一段時間沒有開，周日晚無心插柳，又繼續，結果一直到結尾。時間不是花在打機，而是看片。最難的是最後長達至少半個鐘的影片。
其實是很認真的，畫面，故事，全都認真。某些地方還算頗有張力。
一個遊戲的價錢，還要是現在才買，價錢平了一半，算是物超所值。就算當初正價，也是超值，因為有可能已經是PS3最好的一個遊戲。
一般來說，一張blu-ray或者dvd，電影片長兩小時，如果連special features都看了，最多花多一個多小時已經不想看了。這樣一個遊戲兼動畫電影，前前後後足夠花上30多個小時。
還有online的，未嘗試。
還有另一個新開始，little big planet。未決定是否要讓Aidan參與。深怕開始了就難以收拾。
http://www.littlebigplanet.com/
暫時最吸引的是Stephen Fry旁白。Aidan可能認得他的聲音也說不定，因為他有看過pocoyo。
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
The Shawshank Redemption
watching The Shawshank Redemption. always a personal favorite. but later it turns out to me that a lot of people like it, including people i really know in person. and it's voted one of the top 10 all-time favorites on some website. that made me wonder if i should still call it a personal favorite. since so many people consider it their favorite, it's not really that personal already. there's a consensus.
though i like the film a lot or remember how i liked it back then when i saw it in theater, i don't quite remember what crime they committed before they got into jail. sometimes i would watched some part of it, thanks to youtube. but i still don't know. i just jumped to certain scenes. now, i am watching the whole thing all over again. though i think i won't finish the whole thing tonight. i'm just... watching it casually.
it makes me think that perhaps it's kind of like meeting someone, esp. someone with the potential to start a relationship with. you pay attention the very first time. you try to take it seriously. if it's not good or turns out not your cup of tea, you forget about it. if it's really bad, you might tell others about it. a few times, at most. then you forget about it.
if it's good, you might want to watch it again. but this time you are expecting the good part. or if it's the whole thing or the mood or tone that you like, you expected it. then you will really find some specific parts that you like.
if it turns out to be something you love, you watch it again and again over time. the excitement is gone. and you might just jump to a certain part. you spend less time on it even though you are watching it.
at the end, perhaps you just take it casually. you knew every scene, every line... you still like it, love it, but it's never like the very first time.
anyway. i will watch shawshank seriously again. it's just not the right time. but i still want it now. even though it's just for a while. even though i can't watch it seriously for now.
it's a film that i love.
by the way, if i remember it correctly, i first watched it in the same year i watched pulp fiction. they lost to forrest gump at the oscars. i like forrest gump. it won best picture. supposed to be the best, right? but so what? i love pulp fiction and shawshank. and shawshank is what i call a personal favorite. the mood and tone. that's more personal.
though i like the film a lot or remember how i liked it back then when i saw it in theater, i don't quite remember what crime they committed before they got into jail. sometimes i would watched some part of it, thanks to youtube. but i still don't know. i just jumped to certain scenes. now, i am watching the whole thing all over again. though i think i won't finish the whole thing tonight. i'm just... watching it casually.
it makes me think that perhaps it's kind of like meeting someone, esp. someone with the potential to start a relationship with. you pay attention the very first time. you try to take it seriously. if it's not good or turns out not your cup of tea, you forget about it. if it's really bad, you might tell others about it. a few times, at most. then you forget about it.
if it's good, you might want to watch it again. but this time you are expecting the good part. or if it's the whole thing or the mood or tone that you like, you expected it. then you will really find some specific parts that you like.
if it turns out to be something you love, you watch it again and again over time. the excitement is gone. and you might just jump to a certain part. you spend less time on it even though you are watching it.
at the end, perhaps you just take it casually. you knew every scene, every line... you still like it, love it, but it's never like the very first time.
anyway. i will watch shawshank seriously again. it's just not the right time. but i still want it now. even though it's just for a while. even though i can't watch it seriously for now.
it's a film that i love.
by the way, if i remember it correctly, i first watched it in the same year i watched pulp fiction. they lost to forrest gump at the oscars. i like forrest gump. it won best picture. supposed to be the best, right? but so what? i love pulp fiction and shawshank. and shawshank is what i call a personal favorite. the mood and tone. that's more personal.
幾張碟
來了。幾張blu-ray。
或因價錢便宜、或因看過效果好而且又未看過玩過的遊戲、或因早就是心頭好而一直沒有...
The Shawshank Redemption, Cars, 2001: A Space Odyssey...
Guess which one is the really cheap one?
還有，一個理論上全家老幼可以玩的ps3遊戲：LittleBigPlanet。未決定是否讓他玩。
來了，我卻都沒有試。
或因價錢便宜、或因看過效果好而且又未看過玩過的遊戲、或因早就是心頭好而一直沒有...
The Shawshank Redemption, Cars, 2001: A Space Odyssey...
Guess which one is the really cheap one?
還有，一個理論上全家老幼可以玩的ps3遊戲：LittleBigPlanet。未決定是否讓他玩。
來了，我卻都沒有試。
Monday, October 19, 2009
兩本書
沒什麼特別原因的情況下去了日本超市，順便去了日本書店。本來沒有要去的我反而買了兩本書。早看過中文，這次買英文。是兩本我本來沒有英文版的村上春樹。國境之南太陽之西。人造衛星的情人。應該是當人討論他的時候不會第一時間想到要說的書。現在這時候就是想看這樣的。說實話，這兩本也是我印象比較模糊的。
Friday, October 16, 2009
House
House Season 6. 想說好久了，一直沒說。Season Premiere十分精彩。House in a nuthouse。理性與感性之間。一群受了傷的人，不管他們自己知不知道。一段霧水情緣。喪父黑人院長變成他的心理醫生／傾訴對象。house seeing a shrink? even quit Vicodin? how can he possibly do that?
之後幾集，一般。鋪排發展中。
這個season看來頗有趣。但願如此。
之後幾集，一般。鋪排發展中。
這個season看來頗有趣。但願如此。
非誠勿擾
終於看了非誠勿擾。沒有讓我失望，雖然我也不曾有太大期望。這可能是我最喜歡的一部馮小剛。大腕，好笑；天下無賊，好看；但都談不上喜歡。
不算有意外驚喜，但正正也因為這樣好。
最喜歡可能是場面調度和分鏡－－除了葛優、除了舒淇之外。
不算有意外驚喜，但正正也因為這樣好。
最喜歡可能是場面調度和分鏡－－除了葛優、除了舒淇之外。
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
"It's only with the heart that one can see rightly; what's most important is invisible to the eye."
saw this on cnn. supposed it's from oprah.com.
two things interest me:
-a relationship of pleasure v. a relationship of shared virtue (gee, dunno why, it reminds me of one of 黃子華's standup comedies. and the song "somebody")
-"It's only with the heart that one can see rightly; what's most important is invisible to the eye."
Seduction tips from famous enchanting woman
* Story Highlights
* Scheherazade kept her head on her shoulders by keeping her king interested
* Her 1001 stories seduced his mind and soul
* Relying on physical seduction often leads to heartbreak than happiness
* Expert: If women want to hear "I do" they need to say "I don't" many times
By Karen Salmanshohn
(OPRAH.com) -- Lust, love and like. A healthful, happy love relationship serves up three out of three. A healthful, happy love relationship is a passionate best friendship.
Many women think men only care about the lust angle -- finding a hot bod for hot sex. Unfortunately, there are many men who do only care about this.
In my book "Prince Harming Syndrome," I explain how relationships that are too focused on sex wind up being what my favorite philosopher buddy Aristotle called a relationship of pleasure -- where you find a sex-mate or a relationship of utility -- where you find an ego-mate or wallet-mate.
However, a healthful, happy love relationship is what Aristotle calls a relationship of shared virtue -- when you find a soul mate. Where you each get one another at your core, inspire and support each other to grow into your best possible selves. A relationship of shared virtue is where you feel the whole triumvirate: lust, love and like.
Meaning? If you want to fully seduce a man, then you've got to know how to grab a man by more than his you-know-what. You must truly turn on a man's soul!
If you sleep with a man before you feel safe knowing you connect on a soul-to-soul level, the relationship might start off hot -- but like steam into air, it will rise quickly then -- pfffft -- vanish into vapor. Or worse, you'll wind up getting burnt.
This is so important to prioritize, that I'm repeating this reminder in bold italic letters: If you can't stimulate a man in more areas than from the waist down, you will only be attracting a relationship of pleasure or a relationship of utility. And this man will not remain your man for long.
One of my favorite quotes about love comes from the book "The Little Prince": "It's only with the heart that one can see rightly; what's most important is invisible to the eye."
I love that the Little Prince recognized that the heart (another metaphysical word for soul) is the best lens for love -- making this Little Prince a major Prince Charming.
Seduction Tip 1 (in bold italics so you recognize it is crucial to remember): If you want to be a man's Princess Charming, you MUST do more than work on tightening your buns or boosting up your boobs! You MUST tap into what I call "The Scheherazade Effect."
Remember the tale of Scheherazade and her 1,001 nights? Scheherazade was absolutely a Princess Charming who knew how to grab and stimulate her king's soul. Voilà! The CliffsNotes on Scheherazade:
There once was a king who got very bored with the women in his life very quickly. He would marry a new virgin, "shtup" her, then send her pretty self away pretty much immediately... to be beheaded.
Talk about a bad breakup, huh? And talk about a King Harming, huh?
Anyway, this king killed thousands of women by the time he finally met the enchantingly different Scheherazade. What made Scheherazade enchantingly different? Scheherazade loved to read books and had lots of fascinating ideas and interests to share.
Wisely educated in morality and kindness, she had a passion for poetry, philosophy, sciences and arts. She kept the king on the edge of his bed -- not with mere alluring sexual positions -- but with alluring stories to be told, each more exciting than the next.
And so the king kept Scheherazade alive -- eagerly anticipating each new tale -- until, lo and behold, 1,001 adventurous nights passed -- along with three sons -- and the king not only learned to love Scheherazade, but he made her his queen. Talk about living happily ever after, huh?
The lesson learned? It's very seductive to a man when you, as a full-bodied and full souled woman, have passions in your life you can share to keep him inspired, titillated, growing and thriving.
Seduction Tip 2 (again in bold italics so you recognize it is crucial to remember): The more passions you have in your life, the more passion your man will have for you!
My friend David told me he fell in love with his wonderful wife of 13 years because he adored her "world lens" -- all the interesting perspectives she shared about life, all her passionate insights and enthusiastic talents.
David's idea of love is being turned on by how his paramour looked at the world, instead of simply focusing on how she looked to the world. Which is why David is a 3-D Prince Charming who's found his Scheherazade.
Unfortunately, I believe too many women feel that the best way to catch a guy is with the bait of their (to word it politely) "vajayjay." But if that is the main lure for love, then why aren't little "vajayjay icons" found on Valentine's Day cards?
I'm kidding -- but I am serious! If you sleep with a man too soon, you risk being dizzied by an "oxytocin high," and you will not know until you're already emotionally entrenched if the two of you have a true soul-nurturing connection.
Plus, even in this modern world, you also risk the man respecting you less if you give sex away too quickly. It's timeless psychology. The harder you are to win, the bigger your estimated prize value. Many men do not want to belong to a club that has touched their members too quickly. It's the ol' Dr. Ejaculate/Mr. Hide Syndrome. As soon as the man comes, he'll want to go.
Seduction Tip 3 (back to bold italics one last time for good measure): If you ever wanna hear "I do," you have to start off saying a lot of sexual "I don'ts."
For this reason, I recommend to the women I coach that they do not drink alcohol on dates. Staying alcohol-free will help ensure you clearly "hear" who a guy is, not simply "see" who he is. You don't want to be hypnotized by superficial qualities, like his looks and wealth. Plus, being alcohol-free will help make sure you don't move too swiftly forward physically (a.k.a. it will ensure you keep your vajayjay in your skirt!).
Meaning? My overall big seduction tip for luring in healthful, happy relationship is to STOP trying to be seductive! If you focus too much on seducing a man with your body and beauty, you will only be luring in a man with your body and beauty. If you want to wisely be in a lust, love and like relationship of shared virtue, it's far more important that you excite a man's soul. Oprah.com: How to get lucky in love and life
two things interest me:
-a relationship of pleasure v. a relationship of shared virtue (gee, dunno why, it reminds me of one of 黃子華's standup comedies. and the song "somebody")
-"It's only with the heart that one can see rightly; what's most important is invisible to the eye."
Seduction tips from famous enchanting woman
* Story Highlights
* Scheherazade kept her head on her shoulders by keeping her king interested
* Her 1001 stories seduced his mind and soul
* Relying on physical seduction often leads to heartbreak than happiness
* Expert: If women want to hear "I do" they need to say "I don't" many times
By Karen Salmanshohn
(OPRAH.com) -- Lust, love and like. A healthful, happy love relationship serves up three out of three. A healthful, happy love relationship is a passionate best friendship.
Many women think men only care about the lust angle -- finding a hot bod for hot sex. Unfortunately, there are many men who do only care about this.
In my book "Prince Harming Syndrome," I explain how relationships that are too focused on sex wind up being what my favorite philosopher buddy Aristotle called a relationship of pleasure -- where you find a sex-mate or a relationship of utility -- where you find an ego-mate or wallet-mate.
However, a healthful, happy love relationship is what Aristotle calls a relationship of shared virtue -- when you find a soul mate. Where you each get one another at your core, inspire and support each other to grow into your best possible selves. A relationship of shared virtue is where you feel the whole triumvirate: lust, love and like.
Meaning? If you want to fully seduce a man, then you've got to know how to grab a man by more than his you-know-what. You must truly turn on a man's soul!
If you sleep with a man before you feel safe knowing you connect on a soul-to-soul level, the relationship might start off hot -- but like steam into air, it will rise quickly then -- pfffft -- vanish into vapor. Or worse, you'll wind up getting burnt.
This is so important to prioritize, that I'm repeating this reminder in bold italic letters: If you can't stimulate a man in more areas than from the waist down, you will only be attracting a relationship of pleasure or a relationship of utility. And this man will not remain your man for long.
One of my favorite quotes about love comes from the book "The Little Prince": "It's only with the heart that one can see rightly; what's most important is invisible to the eye."
I love that the Little Prince recognized that the heart (another metaphysical word for soul) is the best lens for love -- making this Little Prince a major Prince Charming.
Seduction Tip 1 (in bold italics so you recognize it is crucial to remember): If you want to be a man's Princess Charming, you MUST do more than work on tightening your buns or boosting up your boobs! You MUST tap into what I call "The Scheherazade Effect."
Remember the tale of Scheherazade and her 1,001 nights? Scheherazade was absolutely a Princess Charming who knew how to grab and stimulate her king's soul. Voilà! The CliffsNotes on Scheherazade:
There once was a king who got very bored with the women in his life very quickly. He would marry a new virgin, "shtup" her, then send her pretty self away pretty much immediately... to be beheaded.
Talk about a bad breakup, huh? And talk about a King Harming, huh?
Anyway, this king killed thousands of women by the time he finally met the enchantingly different Scheherazade. What made Scheherazade enchantingly different? Scheherazade loved to read books and had lots of fascinating ideas and interests to share.
Wisely educated in morality and kindness, she had a passion for poetry, philosophy, sciences and arts. She kept the king on the edge of his bed -- not with mere alluring sexual positions -- but with alluring stories to be told, each more exciting than the next.
And so the king kept Scheherazade alive -- eagerly anticipating each new tale -- until, lo and behold, 1,001 adventurous nights passed -- along with three sons -- and the king not only learned to love Scheherazade, but he made her his queen. Talk about living happily ever after, huh?
The lesson learned? It's very seductive to a man when you, as a full-bodied and full souled woman, have passions in your life you can share to keep him inspired, titillated, growing and thriving.
Seduction Tip 2 (again in bold italics so you recognize it is crucial to remember): The more passions you have in your life, the more passion your man will have for you!
My friend David told me he fell in love with his wonderful wife of 13 years because he adored her "world lens" -- all the interesting perspectives she shared about life, all her passionate insights and enthusiastic talents.
David's idea of love is being turned on by how his paramour looked at the world, instead of simply focusing on how she looked to the world. Which is why David is a 3-D Prince Charming who's found his Scheherazade.
Unfortunately, I believe too many women feel that the best way to catch a guy is with the bait of their (to word it politely) "vajayjay." But if that is the main lure for love, then why aren't little "vajayjay icons" found on Valentine's Day cards?
I'm kidding -- but I am serious! If you sleep with a man too soon, you risk being dizzied by an "oxytocin high," and you will not know until you're already emotionally entrenched if the two of you have a true soul-nurturing connection.
Plus, even in this modern world, you also risk the man respecting you less if you give sex away too quickly. It's timeless psychology. The harder you are to win, the bigger your estimated prize value. Many men do not want to belong to a club that has touched their members too quickly. It's the ol' Dr. Ejaculate/Mr. Hide Syndrome. As soon as the man comes, he'll want to go.
Seduction Tip 3 (back to bold italics one last time for good measure): If you ever wanna hear "I do," you have to start off saying a lot of sexual "I don'ts."
For this reason, I recommend to the women I coach that they do not drink alcohol on dates. Staying alcohol-free will help ensure you clearly "hear" who a guy is, not simply "see" who he is. You don't want to be hypnotized by superficial qualities, like his looks and wealth. Plus, being alcohol-free will help make sure you don't move too swiftly forward physically (a.k.a. it will ensure you keep your vajayjay in your skirt!).
Meaning? My overall big seduction tip for luring in healthful, happy relationship is to STOP trying to be seductive! If you focus too much on seducing a man with your body and beauty, you will only be luring in a man with your body and beauty. If you want to wisely be in a lust, love and like relationship of shared virtue, it's far more important that you excite a man's soul. Oprah.com: How to get lucky in love and life
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Death with Interruptions
i got to know this guy ever since he won the nobel prize in 1998 and i bought quite a number of his work back then. but i never really got to sit down and really finish them. now, i saw this one, a new one. looks interesting.
Death with Interruptions
by Jose Saramago
Amazon's Jose Saramago Page
people stop dying? what an idea...
yes, you are right. i probably won't read it in the foreseeable future.
Death with Interruptions
by Jose Saramago
Amazon's Jose Saramago Page
people stop dying? what an idea...
yes, you are right. i probably won't read it in the foreseeable future.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
some movies
上兩個星期看了Revolutionary Road。時機，很妙。沉重的電影。我喜歡，喜歡拍的方法。Amy睡著了。
之後的周末看了Duplicity。種種元素都吸引。尤其Clive Owen，還有Clive Owen加Julia Roberts。但我看得不太集中，不知道是我自己的問題，還是電影的問題。但某幾幕很好。起初我一度睡著了。後來再看，繼續。最後Amy睡著了。
進戲院看了Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs。Aidan沒有很喜歡，甚至害怕。第二天問他，他卻說喜歡。
第二天也讓他看了我download的ice age 3。以為他喜歡動物喜歡恐龍，但過程中他也有不想看的時候，最後看完。看完了問他，他說喜歡。 連Meatball都喜歡......
我自己從頭到尾看了一次Transformer。就是這樣，沒有太大感覺。算是試機。
我也看Pirates of the Carribean 3。沒有心機看下去。或者我應該從第一集重新開起才行。
看了竊聽風雲。也是我自己看。怎麼說呢？個人來說，又是時機有點奇怪。電影，算近期能看的了吧。可惜最後果然是頗老土的。老土可以是好，但這個，在我看來，是不好的老土。
本來應該看非誠勿擾，但沒有字幕，聲音就要大，否則以我聽力，聽不到。很小的聲音我都察覺得到，小時候明明關了門，我仍能聽出走廊或者電梯口有人經過，可能是沒有聲音的，只是風聲或者氣流稍有不同。但要我辨別聲音或者說話，我一向比較差。特別是英文或者國語。我說話可能也一樣。別人都聽不清楚我說話......
應該還看了其他......
除了好幾集House之外，應該還有其他...... 忘記了。
忽然，想看before sunset。我兩部電腦的wallpaper一直都是before sunset，有時候不以為意，有時候看到就想到，甚至想再看電影。其實，或者我應該換換wallpaper.....
之後的周末看了Duplicity。種種元素都吸引。尤其Clive Owen，還有Clive Owen加Julia Roberts。但我看得不太集中，不知道是我自己的問題，還是電影的問題。但某幾幕很好。起初我一度睡著了。後來再看，繼續。最後Amy睡著了。
進戲院看了Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs。Aidan沒有很喜歡，甚至害怕。第二天問他，他卻說喜歡。
第二天也讓他看了我download的ice age 3。以為他喜歡動物喜歡恐龍，但過程中他也有不想看的時候，最後看完。看完了問他，他說喜歡。 連Meatball都喜歡......
我自己從頭到尾看了一次Transformer。就是這樣，沒有太大感覺。算是試機。
我也看Pirates of the Carribean 3。沒有心機看下去。或者我應該從第一集重新開起才行。
看了竊聽風雲。也是我自己看。怎麼說呢？個人來說，又是時機有點奇怪。電影，算近期能看的了吧。可惜最後果然是頗老土的。老土可以是好，但這個，在我看來，是不好的老土。
本來應該看非誠勿擾，但沒有字幕，聲音就要大，否則以我聽力，聽不到。很小的聲音我都察覺得到，小時候明明關了門，我仍能聽出走廊或者電梯口有人經過，可能是沒有聲音的，只是風聲或者氣流稍有不同。但要我辨別聲音或者說話，我一向比較差。特別是英文或者國語。我說話可能也一樣。別人都聽不清楚我說話......
應該還看了其他......
除了好幾集House之外，應該還有其他...... 忘記了。
忽然，想看before sunset。我兩部電腦的wallpaper一直都是before sunset，有時候不以為意，有時候看到就想到，甚至想再看電影。其實，或者我應該換換wallpaper.....
近況
最近... 一片空白似的。
在忙。除了工作，忙些本來就該忙的事，但其實都不重要。
最近兩個月買了許多東西......
洗衣機。
洗碗機。
床。
55吋Samsung LED TV。
PS3，起初理由和藉口是當blu-ray player，但隨後機緣巧合買了部算抵買的BD player. 言下之意，PS3就是PS3。player未裝。還在考慮soundbar...
梳發。
電話。
還有要等候目錄訂購的床，Aidan的床。據說價錢低很多，而且質料較好。或會順便買餐檯。要自己去pick up，人多買，一起租車。我討厭等。
最近少寫，因為少想。想也想不到多少，想了也是轉眼忘記。
搞完電視，搞完電話，搞完blu-ray，搞完PS3... 然後呢？
其實東西還未整理好。太多，不知放哪裡好。
最近，就是做著這些事情......
搬進這個地方，最高興的應該是洗衣機... 電視機... 自己換了花灑頭，用起來還可以。
其實還有時間剩的，前陣子是玩Metal Gear。未完，但這個星期已經沒有玩。
啊，還有download一些東西直接用電視看。一開始，都可以頗浪費時間。也沒有看太多。House倒是看了。
......
在忙。除了工作，忙些本來就該忙的事，但其實都不重要。
最近兩個月買了許多東西......
洗衣機。
洗碗機。
床。
55吋Samsung LED TV。
PS3，起初理由和藉口是當blu-ray player，但隨後機緣巧合買了部算抵買的BD player. 言下之意，PS3就是PS3。player未裝。還在考慮soundbar...
梳發。
電話。
還有要等候目錄訂購的床，Aidan的床。據說價錢低很多，而且質料較好。或會順便買餐檯。要自己去pick up，人多買，一起租車。我討厭等。
最近少寫，因為少想。想也想不到多少，想了也是轉眼忘記。
搞完電視，搞完電話，搞完blu-ray，搞完PS3... 然後呢？
其實東西還未整理好。太多，不知放哪裡好。
最近，就是做著這些事情......
搬進這個地方，最高興的應該是洗衣機... 電視機... 自己換了花灑頭，用起來還可以。
其實還有時間剩的，前陣子是玩Metal Gear。未完，但這個星期已經沒有玩。
啊，還有download一些東西直接用電視看。一開始，都可以頗浪費時間。也沒有看太多。House倒是看了。
......
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
lucky
i know. i am always lucky.
got stopped by a highway patrol. thought that's it. again. but it turned out that the cop just warned me nicely that i should lower my speed since i was going a little bit fast. i knew i was kind of fast. anyway. i was lucky. he even checked my expired driver's license but didn't notice it's expired or just didn't say anything about it. what a nice cop. not just because he didn't give me ticket but he's really polite.
this was the... i don't know how many times already. i drove back to my old place instead of the current place. it happened so many times ever since i moved. maybe about 20 times already.
don't know why i keep doing that. at first, i can say it's because i just moved. but then... like now... why? i guess i just drive with my instincts instead of my consciousness.
it's the same neighborhood, same street. just a few blocks away.
you can't be always lucky......
got stopped by a highway patrol. thought that's it. again. but it turned out that the cop just warned me nicely that i should lower my speed since i was going a little bit fast. i knew i was kind of fast. anyway. i was lucky. he even checked my expired driver's license but didn't notice it's expired or just didn't say anything about it. what a nice cop. not just because he didn't give me ticket but he's really polite.
this was the... i don't know how many times already. i drove back to my old place instead of the current place. it happened so many times ever since i moved. maybe about 20 times already.
don't know why i keep doing that. at first, i can say it's because i just moved. but then... like now... why? i guess i just drive with my instincts instead of my consciousness.
it's the same neighborhood, same street. just a few blocks away.
you can't be always lucky......
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
暗戀
and... out of these few, i like this one the most. at this moment. oh, i never mean the MV. i only mean the song itself.
曲：陶喆
詞：陶喆 娃娃
Still lonely still lonely
昨晚又再見到你 你還是那麼美麗
緊張到話都不會說 就傻傻看著你
渴望永遠這距離 就是和你在一起
醒來發現這一切都只是我的夢境
告訴自己要冷靜 卻又無法不想你
我的懦弱已經開始讓我討厭我自己
是你對我有戒心 還是我沒有自信
可是誰也不能阻止我 我要暗戀你
So lonely
So here I am, standing all alone
在某個街頭 有個我在這裡只為你等候
Here I am, waiting just for you
開放我所有 希望你能瞭解你能夠接受
So lonely
今晚渴望再見你 雖然只是在夢裡
短暫的甜蜜也勝過了一輩子沒有你
就算沒快樂結局 就算從此死了心
我要付出我所有誠意 只要能感動你
我願意
So here I am, standing all alone
在某個街頭 有個我在這裡只為你等候
Here I am, waiting just for you
開放我所有 我要為你怎麼做你才接受我 (才接受我)
我喜歡你 (我喜歡你) 我要你 (我要你) 我愛你
So here I am, standing all alone(standing all alone)
在某個街頭 有個我在這裡只為你等候
So here I am, waiting just for you
開放我所有 希望你能瞭解你能夠接受
I'm lonely
故事就說到這裡 就算你們再好奇
我想說的都已說完了 其餘是秘密
在那某一個街頭 會流傳某個旋律
那是我在輕輕唱著歌 我多愛你
曲：陶喆
詞：陶喆 娃娃
Still lonely still lonely
昨晚又再見到你 你還是那麼美麗
緊張到話都不會說 就傻傻看著你
渴望永遠這距離 就是和你在一起
醒來發現這一切都只是我的夢境
告訴自己要冷靜 卻又無法不想你
我的懦弱已經開始讓我討厭我自己
是你對我有戒心 還是我沒有自信
可是誰也不能阻止我 我要暗戀你
So lonely
So here I am, standing all alone
在某個街頭 有個我在這裡只為你等候
Here I am, waiting just for you
開放我所有 希望你能瞭解你能夠接受
So lonely
今晚渴望再見你 雖然只是在夢裡
短暫的甜蜜也勝過了一輩子沒有你
就算沒快樂結局 就算從此死了心
我要付出我所有誠意 只要能感動你
我願意
So here I am, standing all alone
在某個街頭 有個我在這裡只為你等候
Here I am, waiting just for you
開放我所有 我要為你怎麼做你才接受我 (才接受我)
我喜歡你 (我喜歡你) 我要你 (我要你) 我愛你
So here I am, standing all alone(standing all alone)
在某個街頭 有個我在這裡只為你等候
So here I am, waiting just for you
開放我所有 希望你能瞭解你能夠接受
I'm lonely
故事就說到這裡 就算你們再好奇
我想說的都已說完了 其餘是秘密
在那某一個街頭 會流傳某個旋律
那是我在輕輕唱著歌 我多愛你
寂寞還是你
and this one...
寂寞還是你
曲詞：蕭敬騰
往前走下去 細雨落滿地
我還在遲疑 如何能夠開心
思念堆成積 活在無助裡
我怎麼能繼續讓我醉倒不醒
內心的世界裡 是寂寞還是你
寂寞圍繞著我 無能向前進
內心的世界裡 是寂寞還是你
若你住在我心 一起往前進
往前走下去 漫長無止境
你曾問過我 世上誰最美麗
問題滿天星 從此不再提
我怎麼能這樣讓我為愛失去
蔓延繼續
內心的世界裡 是寂寞還是你
寂寞圍繞著我 無能向前進
內心的世界裡 是寂寞還是你
若你住在我心 一起往前進
內心的世界裡 是寂寞還是你
寂寞圍繞著我 無能向前進
內心的世界裡 是寂寞還是妳
若你住在我心 一起往前進
慢慢向前進 最美最遠的旅行
寂寞還是你
曲詞：蕭敬騰
往前走下去 細雨落滿地
我還在遲疑 如何能夠開心
思念堆成積 活在無助裡
我怎麼能繼續讓我醉倒不醒
內心的世界裡 是寂寞還是你
寂寞圍繞著我 無能向前進
內心的世界裡 是寂寞還是你
若你住在我心 一起往前進
往前走下去 漫長無止境
你曾問過我 世上誰最美麗
問題滿天星 從此不再提
我怎麼能這樣讓我為愛失去
蔓延繼續
內心的世界裡 是寂寞還是你
寂寞圍繞著我 無能向前進
內心的世界裡 是寂寞還是你
若你住在我心 一起往前進
內心的世界裡 是寂寞還是你
寂寞圍繞著我 無能向前進
內心的世界裡 是寂寞還是妳
若你住在我心 一起往前進
慢慢向前進 最美最遠的旅行
會痛的石頭
and this one...
會痛的石頭 蕭敬騰
曲：Jung Si Ro/Kang Eun Kyung
詞：姚若龍
跑過快紅燈的路口 我們大笑著一起 回頭
不用刻意做些什麼 兩顆心就會滿出來 快樂
想起來怎麼像夢 小的美好 大的感動
是過了多少個秋冬 淪為下片的電影 只能重播懷舊
我們是兩顆會痛的石頭 猛烈衝撞後裂了縫
永遠都不會懂 什麼叫認錯 還相愛卻調頭放手
心疼妳是顆會痛的石頭 想要抱住妳卻混亂沉默
倔強的表情裡 閃過了失落 妳的淚 讓我痛
我的浪漫太不及格 妳猜中卻還配合 沒說
想作支歌記錄妳我 寫三句身旁妳的眼 紅了
想起來怎麼像夢 小的美好 大的感動
是過了多少個秋冬 淪為下片的電影 只能重播懷舊
我們是兩顆會痛的石頭 猛烈衝撞後裂了縫
永遠都不會懂 什麼叫認錯 還相愛卻調頭放手
心疼妳是顆會痛的石頭 想要抱住妳卻混亂沉默
倔強的表情裡 閃過了失落 妳的淚 讓我痛
會痛的石頭 蕭敬騰
曲：Jung Si Ro/Kang Eun Kyung
詞：姚若龍
跑過快紅燈的路口 我們大笑著一起 回頭
不用刻意做些什麼 兩顆心就會滿出來 快樂
想起來怎麼像夢 小的美好 大的感動
是過了多少個秋冬 淪為下片的電影 只能重播懷舊
我們是兩顆會痛的石頭 猛烈衝撞後裂了縫
永遠都不會懂 什麼叫認錯 還相愛卻調頭放手
心疼妳是顆會痛的石頭 想要抱住妳卻混亂沉默
倔強的表情裡 閃過了失落 妳的淚 讓我痛
我的浪漫太不及格 妳猜中卻還配合 沒說
想作支歌記錄妳我 寫三句身旁妳的眼 紅了
想起來怎麼像夢 小的美好 大的感動
是過了多少個秋冬 淪為下片的電影 只能重播懷舊
我們是兩顆會痛的石頭 猛烈衝撞後裂了縫
永遠都不會懂 什麼叫認錯 還相愛卻調頭放手
心疼妳是顆會痛的石頭 想要抱住妳卻混亂沉默
倔強的表情裡 閃過了失落 妳的淚 讓我痛
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